human being is getting insane..:(

salam.

this few day..
i m lisning to my mum telling me wat is happening in malaysia this few day...
she is not telling me about current issue..
but she told me about the recent a few case which makes her worry..

1st case, was the little gal 8 yrs old being rape...n the accuse being caught..

2nd case, was the women in the car..was waiting for the husband who went to the bank..
she saw the husband is coming near to the car..so she opened the car locked ealier..
within a few second..a man jump in the car n drove the car off...n the women being raped..
not by one..but by a few people...it happen just within a few second..

3rd case, similar..but the women is abit lucky..
she is safe..but the car was drove off by the ppl...
this happen in petrol station...

All this case..it might seems like usual..
this kind of things happen everywhere..
but if u notice...its getting worst day by day...
everyday when u flip open your news paper..
there is news that makes ur mind keep on thinking about it...
my mum have been repeating this for several time within this 2 or 3 days..
i noe she is wory..n she is keep on reminding me..
to make her feel secure..
from now on...whenever i have my nite activity at cmps..
if possible i will bring her along...at least she knew that i m alrite..
although sometime i feel really heart ache..bcz of me she have to follow me here n there..
but..i still need to do it..but i try to make her feels better..

just now when i m on the way back from KL..
my mum was telling my dad all this news..( i am listning it again..huhu..)
my dad gets frustrated..he said he is sick of this..
he told us that one day when he cannot deal with it..
he will leave here...wont be staying here anymore..
he is thinking of migrating...
he starts to grumble abt wats happening in our society..this and that..
(i knoe..this is just his words when he is angry..he likes malaysia actually..if he wants to migrate..15 years back when he got a chance to go to America, he will do so..but he did not do it..so i hope he is not serious about this..huhu..)

he reminds me that..everytime step out of the door/driving must read doa..
n alert with surrounding..
he said everything is Allah's hand..but we have the responsibility to be careful n take care of ourselves to avoid bad circumstances..:( huhu...

myself who did not rili worry that much before..
i m start to worry now...
now even if i go down to refill patrol..my mum will locked the car door..
which last time she wont do it...i can feel her worriness about this..:(

i pray hard for all your safety...must always be alert with ur surrounding..
especially gals...take care of yourselves..:)

pekara kechik2 mewarnai hidup saya :)

salam.

saya rase pertama kali sy menulis dengan menggunakan bahasa Malaysia.
salu saya akan gurau kate...maaf r..BM saya SPM dpt G9 r..
sory kalo u tak paham. haha..:P
saya rasa saya amat appreciate kat kawan2 saya yang maseh cuba tuk memahami saya..
walaupun BM saya teruukkk sgt...
i remember sahabat2 saya dari kelab ckp...saya xpaham la ape yang u nk sampaikan..adoi ai..
terpaksa la saya menggunakan bahasa rojak...kan kita 1 Malaysia.

bukan ini yang saya nak ceritakan arini..
just that saya tbe2 rase nk menulis...
weee...:)

kelmarin saya pagi2 da sampai kat campus..
tuk menyelesai dan berbincang ngan group saya tuk program aceh..
tbe2 dapat call dari Ethan..boss sy satu lagi tuk event MMU Olympic..
die suh sy settle kan psal budget dgn Lyn..
lepas berjumpe ngan Lyn and Kak Nita..
conclusionnye ada lah untuk tundakan lg tarikh MMU Olympic.

after that sy pegi kelas Criminal..Mdm Asmida yg ajar...
i m really looking forward for her class..:)
da abis kelas...sume orang sibuk2 nk balik la..bincang next destination nak ke mane...
saya duk sorang2 termenung...ape sy nk buat lepas ni..??
hampir sume orang da trun bru saya buat keputusan tuk balik umah...
sampai bawah lobby..jumpe si Nazz and Adhwa..
Nazz kate nk pulang ke umah..
so kte jalan2 ar sama2 ke parking..
seperti biasa..kawan saya ni amat hot dan sexy...haha..:P ( owh..tidak..nazz u jgn too hapy ar)
ngan rambut die..macam iklan shampoo da..( nazz jgn marah ea..)
so masa kte berjalan ke kete...otw nampak sorang laki memandu toyota harrier..
memandang si kwn saya ni..cube tuk take our attention...
tp sdehnye..kite x pandang pun die..kete saya sampai dlu...
then kete kawan sy ada dkat last hujung skali kat bahagian tennis court..:)
saya masuk kete..n tbe2 saya nampak laki harrier ni mengikut kawan saya ke tpt parking nye..
saya rase sgt xbtol...sy pun cpt undurkan kete..hampir terlanggar kete kat belakang..
bcz nk cpat...mengekori kete laki tu...
(opps...tbe2 rase diri sy menjadi bodyguard or FBI da..hehe :P)
mmg btol prediction sy..die berhenti close to my frens car...tp selepas die nampak saya mengekori nye..die cpt2 wat u-turn dan berpura ckp ngan telepon ble die lalu depan saya..ish2..
laki gatal btol..:P

kawan sy ckp td laki tu ada cube tuk berckp ngan die..
tapi die larik masuk kete..
kalo sy nampak laki tu trun kete kcu kawan sy tu..mmg hati saya panasss!!!
syukur alhamdullilah...sumenye selamat..:)

otw balik...hati tbe2 ngidam nk makan McD..
saya pun masuk junction nk gy jusco depan rumah sy..
with Allah blessing..mmg sy dapat parking depan2 McD...hoho..:P
beli la fries and coke..makan..sambil memerhati orang2 disekeliling...
ada satu keluarga ni catches my eyes..
a family with both parents and 5 org anak...
do....re....mi....fa....so.....
hehe..comel punye :)
all the kids buat saya tersenyum..
saya imagine diri saya dalam 15tahun akn datang..mungkin ni la yg akn terjadi...
haha..:P kne suap sini sana..hoho..:)
sambil menikmati fries saya..sambil termenung melihat the innocent of the children..:)

pastu saya balik umah..
mama suh sy bawak die ke sana ke sini..bli barang2 umah...:)

ni la yg berlaku pada sy...hari semalam.
walaupun nampak bukannye menarik sangat pun...
but i m trying to enjoy it..:)

ade byk tugas yg pelu diselesaikan lepas ni..:) so kne berusaha lah sebanyak yg bole..

ujian dan cabaran kite tidak kan berhenti selagi kite masih bernafas atas bumi ini..:)
bersyukur lah..agar kita bole hari2 senyum dan menceriakan diri sendiri dan jugak orang len :)
bukannye sume insan ada lah 100% tp...it is not a immposibble tuk be the one.
mungkin dlm masa sehari dua..tp mungkin bertahun2..asalkan kite jgn berputus asa.
putus asa itu diibaratkan sebagai racun dalam hidup kita..:)

Akhiri dengan kata2 motivation :)

some sharing over here..sy dapat ungkapan ni drpd buku yg saya baca setiap mlm sblum saya tdo :)

Di setiap tempat, pasti anda temukan kegelapan dalam kehidupan anda.
kewajipan anda hanyalah menyalakan lampu untuk menerangi anda sendiri.

Jangan bersedih terhadap pekerjaan yang belum dapat anda selesaikan.
Ketahuilah bahawa pekerjaan orang besar tu tiada habis-habisannye :)


wsalam.
mintak maaf lah kalo saya ada ape2 silap dalam struktur ayat saya..
or spelling saya..ea...saya budak BM G9 ni..weee..:)